Found this quote on Facebook today:
One day you’ll love me, the way I loved you. One day you’ll think of me, the way I thought of you. One day you’ll cry for me, the way I cried for you. One day you’ll want me, but I won’t want you.
This made me think of the boy I fell in love with years ago. These words couldn’t be more true. And even at the end of our relationship, no matter how much I appreciated the time we spent together, it just wasn’t meant to be. I just didn’t love him anymore. I only hung onto him because I didn’t want to let go and be lonely.
After I cut ties with him, although I do feel lonely sometimes, I feel free. Freed from years of heartache and unhealthy emotional attachments. I am no longer hung over a man who wasn’t meant for me.
It’s 10:30 PM here right now. I’m starting to feel tired. Didn’t do as much as I had hoped today. But was back home for a visit and helped my parents with cleaning pig intestines. Yup, you heard me. This is what we do in an Asian household. They went to kill pigs today so there’s meat to eat. Besides eating good meals today, I went to the park with my siblings, niece, and sister-in-law. The weather was so nice today, I kid you not. 40-50 degree weather is so rare in this winter weather. Last Saturday was actually really warm too but I was stuck inside doing homework. At least I went out for some sun; I’m happy. Welp, talked about food and now I’m hungry. But it’s night now and I just brushed my teeth an hour ago and don’t want to do it again…
Another interesting thing I did today was redeem my free $5 Amazon gift card from Bing. Have you heard of Bing rewards? Well, go do them! It only takes a little bit of your time each day. I’ve gotten a total of $20 from it and bought some stuff for myself. Quite nice to be honest. Anyways, if you do it everyday, you’ll be able to get the Amazon gift card every month. It’ll be slow at first but once you’re at Level 2 for your Bing rewards, you’ll be racking those points up in no time! Great side money in my opinion and I highly recommend it if you’d like the extra cash. There’s also other things you can redeem as well if Amazon isn’t your thing.
Anyways, here is my submission for the day. Thanks for reading!